My grandparents lived in the Somerset countryside, at Creech St Michael, not far from Taunton. When I was about five years old, I had moved with my parents to Oxford, but at least once a year we would return to my grandparents' home for our holidays.
I knew every mile of that car journey, every landmark. There were no motorways then, and the 120 miles would take a full day to complete, but we always took a picnic lunch, and usually stopped near the huge standing stones at Avebury in Wiltshire; here we would eat our limp egg sandwiches and drink lukewarm tea from a tartan-patterned thermos flask. It used to taste wonderful!
Just before reaching Taunton, the distant silhouette of Thorn Hill would come mistily into view. Merely a green hummock with what looked like a crown of trees on the top, this hill was crucially, almost mystically, symbolic to me as a small child, an omen that we were almost there, and I used to stare worriedly from the car window, nose pressed to the glass, anxious for that first glimpse.
The relief when someone spotted Thorn Hill was explosive. I must have been unbearably 'hyper' for those last couple of miles, and my father would throw despairing glances over his shoulder as I kicked my Clark's sandals excitedly against his precious car upholstery!
Nan and Grampy were always at the gate to meet us. I think Nan used to watch for us from the kitchen window, and would see Dad's old Ford as it turned into the lane.
The next hour would be a whirlwind of events as I rushed from place to place, checking that everything was still as I remembered it -- the dressing-up box in the spare room, the old, out-of-tune piano in the dining room, Grampy's well-tended vegetable garden, the elderly pony that lived in the field behind the house.....
By bedtime of that first day, both I and the long-suffering adults around me must have been aching with exhaustion, but I don't remember that bit. I do remember the tiny bedroom that was always 'mine'; the high, feather bed with its crisply-starched sheets smelt of soap and sunshine.
Freshly-scrubbed from my bath, I would snuggle down into the snowdrift of feathery warmth, listening to the distant drone of adult voices downstairs as they chatted over their late-night cups of tea.
Too excited to sleep, too tired to stay awake, I would close my eyes and savour the blissful feeling of being really happy. I had come home.